I want something different for this year. I want a fresh anointing, confidence in my purpose here, joy in the morning. I look back on 2011 and I'm disappointed. Where did I glorify God? When did I follow His call? How did I show His love? I can't answer any of these questions and I'm sick about it. No wonder I've felt like I've been walking in a fog, struggling to tread through the chaos that has been my life these last twelve months.
Well not this year. I feel 2011 showed me who I can be without God at the center of my life. I never want to live a year like that again. A year of emptiness and confusion, of struggling. This year will show who I am in Christ Jesus, a daughter of the King, giving glory to the Lord in all things. This is a year of repentance and humility, compassion and grace, love and joy through all that this season brings. Like my kids say every morning in school, I will not waste this day, for this day will never come again.
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